winter blahs?

I dont know quite what is up with me, it seems my sleep patterns are core off and my eating habits as well. I feel really tired and drained most of the time. I know all those symptoms could be depression but it may just be stress hitting me way harder then usual. Generally when im stressed I just tend to sleep a lot and I mean A LOT I remember last year I slept 28 hours in two days. Now I am sleeping a lot sometimes and then other nights im having some bad insomnia. Also I can barely eat any more, and when I do eat decent meals I feel sick. I know I was feeling sorta fat so I was trying to cut down on portion sizes. So I dont know if that is just an extreme reaction to that or what. And most of the time I really dont want to be around people, which is okay I mean ive always been an extrovert but its not bad to take some time to rest and not be with people but then when im alone I feel really dejected and worn out. Arg. I really hate to be like this. Its not like my life is so rough I should be fine, I have a great family, awesome friends, and a kickass boyfriend, I love school (even though it does tend to be rather stressful) and I love my house. I am having some financial difficulties at the moment but still. I wish I could just get over this.

mmm just met the bf's mom, she was super nice I hope she liked me. eeee. but today I just feel really down and crappy, maybe the excessive amount of wine I drank last night but I think it is more to do with my stress about biology. I NEED TO PASS

staying inside today

I had the cold, and today as far as I can tell I have absolutely no reason to leave my house! Sleep in, study for my exam and practice for my presentation. OH and eat a tasty bowl of oatmeal with brown sugar and lots of milk. mmm

I cannot please anyoneeee

I feel very pulled apart, I need to be here for my family, be studying my butt off, and spend some quality time with my newly needy boyfriend ( I almost liked him better when he was aloof), and my roommate who likes to hang out with me. :) love them all but im tired of trying to please everyone and always caving into max because obviously I want to hang out with him even if it would be better for me to do something else

YAY! Finally done my biology.. well the labs anyways, now all I have it the final. Gulp.
Today is a chilly achy kind of day I woke up with a sore throat so im going to have some lemon citron tea that I got from TnT the asian market, since two of my roommates are half chinese I always tag along with them when they go.
mmm and I think for lunch of going to make some perogies and sausages.. fried with onion and some peas on the side.. one of my very favorite meals. Perhaps ill even make a chocolate cake for dessert.

Best comfort food ever!

There are not many things I despise more then winter and one of my only cures for the winter blues is my mothers homemade chicken noodle soup. Ate some today with some buttered bread, PURE BLISS

My life of stress and agony

One sleepless night last week when thoughts were tumbling over in my little brain, I came across the fabulous idea that I should create a blog. Mainly to talk about the love of my life food and im sure a few other things will pop up such as my family who I happen to be rather fond of mainly because they are rather witty and goodlooking (I may be biased), and also another thing I love but never ceases to cause me endless stress which is my quest for a degree in nursing. I am in my second year now at mount royal college.