winter blahs?

I dont know quite what is up with me, it seems my sleep patterns are core off and my eating habits as well. I feel really tired and drained most of the time. I know all those symptoms could be depression but it may just be stress hitting me way harder then usual. Generally when im stressed I just tend to sleep a lot and I mean A LOT I remember last year I slept 28 hours in two days. Now I am sleeping a lot sometimes and then other nights im having some bad insomnia. Also I can barely eat any more, and when I do eat decent meals I feel sick. I know I was feeling sorta fat so I was trying to cut down on portion sizes. So I dont know if that is just an extreme reaction to that or what. And most of the time I really dont want to be around people, which is okay I mean ive always been an extrovert but its not bad to take some time to rest and not be with people but then when im alone I feel really dejected and worn out. Arg. I really hate to be like this. Its not like my life is so rough I should be fine, I have a great family, awesome friends, and a kickass boyfriend, I love school (even though it does tend to be rather stressful) and I love my house. I am having some financial difficulties at the moment but still. I wish I could just get over this.

mmm just met the bf's mom, she was super nice I hope she liked me. eeee. but today I just feel really down and crappy, maybe the excessive amount of wine I drank last night but I think it is more to do with my stress about biology. I NEED TO PASS

staying inside today

I had the cold, and today as far as I can tell I have absolutely no reason to leave my house! Sleep in, study for my exam and practice for my presentation. OH and eat a tasty bowl of oatmeal with brown sugar and lots of milk. mmm

I cannot please anyoneeee

I feel very pulled apart, I need to be here for my family, be studying my butt off, and spend some quality time with my newly needy boyfriend ( I almost liked him better when he was aloof), and my roommate who likes to hang out with me. :) love them all but im tired of trying to please everyone and always caving into max because obviously I want to hang out with him even if it would be better for me to do something else