consumerism, wigs, and cranky me

I'm grumpy. Combo of lack of productivity for my required school work, too much time with other people and no time alone, Sarah being on my case, and just feeling slightly out of control.

-midterm, went okay probably mid seventies is my guess.
-Lunch with lindsay, so nice to see her and catch up! Farm was tasty but now I feel slightly sick, perhaps too much cheese.
-Zelda
-clean my house
-Maybe supper with roger?

I have a lot going on, but for once I feel on top of things and okay. Money is going to be tight but I think I am on track with life. I feel that I am drawing closer to God and trying to do things my way less and seek his ways more. Things with Roger are great, I feel like we are hitting a comfortable sexy spot in our relationship and it is nice. School is going well, I need to really buckle down and get to work but I think I'm doing alright and that is a nice feeling

I'm bacck

Wow I feel like I have been absent from my own life, wandering around in some kind of cloud where I was barely present and hated all normal life functions. Perhaps it was stress or because I was sick but whatever it was I really don't want it to happen again. I want to live a life where I am present, even if it is not always easy or happy.