Laying in bed, I'm not tired at all but I really have to pee. Lol. But I refuse to get out of bed. It was my roommate Sarah'a 26th birthday today. Overall a really quiet day for me at home. I made potato and leek soup and just enjoyed being in my own home for once. I've decided I'm not going to talk to max anymore. I realized that I've just been lonely pathetic girl lately. But he obviously doesn't care about me at all and I don't have the same feelings for him that I once did, I just crave some comfortable intimacy but it really isn't worth it with him. I'm sort of excited to get back into the swing of school and need to really focus on that.